Dear Doc,
I wish you were with me. I am aware my wishes are selfish and if they ever became reality it would be messy. Feelings can be irrational and as such it is not strange that we cannot explain what and why we feel for one particular person. You are a great doctor and you do care for your patients. This is not something that should be taken for granted. But why do I feel this intense passion, why does your body attract me so? It is a complex combination of circumstances that produce such a powerful tsunami of emotions that is prepared to brake barriers and to swim against the flow. The way you look at me, the way you smile, this stays with me for long after we meet.
There is so little I know about your life. What are you doing right now? Are you still asleep? Or if you were here, would you share these early mornings with me? It is so peaceful and quiet in my garden with only the birds for company. During lockdown it is very silent. Somehow, after only 7 weeks of such a life I cannot remember how it was earlier, in normal life. People are in their own little universe, inside of their homes. How does your universe look? You have your wife and kids. If you truly love your wife, I will never succeed in my attempts to make you my lover. But if you feel something for me, I hope I will bring you a reason to smile more in life. And who knows what else 😊
The most important thing is for you to stay well. Take care
Love
Kristina
Friday May 8th 2020
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